Today, while most people are attempting to enjoy their Christmases, I will be in survival mode. My faith remains. I am not sure if I wi...

  “God does not play dice with the universe; He plays an ineffable game of His own devising, which might be compared, from the perspective o...

  Proving how shite life is being towards me - when I went for a walk, I actually got splashed on the pavement by a car going through a pudd...

  I went back to AI to find out if my attempts to get answered prayer were actually just part of the grieving process. I was wondering if I ...

  Obviously, I’m not alone in my prayer-strike. I’m well aware of that. Many people simply don’t pray or have never prayed and now I’m in ...

I wonder what happens to my brother and his girlfriend's guardian angels now that they are not with us. Do they get reassigned? Are they...

There is no other way to put this – at my end, things are pretty grim at the moment. In a week, I will be off to the funeral of my brother...

I broke the prayer strike.  I prayed again to God for my brother’s long-term partner who was dying from cancer too. This horrible disease th...

  A guest blog featuring AI .  The following is a conversation I had with a ChatGPT based AI this week…   Me: What happens if I stop pra...

  I have a strange relationship with prayer. I was effectively in a mental hospital back in 1995 because I was so unbalanced that I thou...

Day 52 I think it’s true that we all grieve differently. Since my only brother died from a brain tumour on Christmas day, I have been pr...

  I’m not sure that the Almighty particularly misses the prayers of mine which used to be sarcastic.  For example, I was always quite adept ...

Since my brother died on Christmas day 2022, I have not prayed. He died of a terminal brain tumour, much too young. I am missing...